*shit*.....i don't know why, but i've been feeling really down lately. sometimes, i just really want to hurt people or myself.....and THAT is disturbing.....and the fact that everyone seems to irritate the hell out of me is just another darling cherry on the top.....GAWD!!!!!i hate it!!!doesn't anyone know that i'd prefer to be left alone, thank you very much!.......and these stupid members just keeps pushing it...damn!!!! can't they take a hint?!?!?! jeeeeez!!!they're really thick.....you'd think that by now, they'll get the hint to leave me alone.... i would go if i wanted to!!!!!!! they don't need to keep reminding me at least once every fucking week!.....i know that if people who knows me even *reads* what i have written, i just might give them a heart attack. i normally don't even *say* a cuss word. but this has been boiling for a while, and it is my personal belief that it is better to let out steam.....i am REALLY frustrated and haven't felt this way since back in highschool.....hmmm...now i've calmed down enough!!!:)....i've been immersing myself with harry potter slash.....HP/SS still is my fave pairing....but i've been thingking of removing myself from the HP/SB ML i joined a while back.....that pairing doesn't even appeal to me anymore....and i have been avoiding the fics posted for a week(?). lately, i've been reading Evil!harry fics...or something to that extent....and currently, i'm deep within it....really immersed, drowning even.....^^0...o well, hmmm...better go catch C.S.I. while i still can....